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bluespiritGreen Glass ~ a modern day fairy tale
by
Bluespirit
Fandom: LotR RPS
Pairing: SB/OB
Rating: NC-17 overall
Warning: An alternate universe romance.
Summary: Love really is the sweetest thing.
Disclaimer: The following story is a work of fiction. The author is not making any claims as to the real life sexualities or preferences of the people portrayed here. This is purely for entertainment, not profit.
Archive: Green Opals, related mailing list & fic community archives.
Notes:
1. Heartfelt thanks to my amazing beta![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
xanthefic. I simply couldn't have done this without her. Of course, any mistakes are most certainly my own. (g)
2. Kind feedback is very welcome, thank you.
The story so far:~
chapter one
chapter two
chapter three
chapter four
chapter five
chapter six
chapter seven
chapter eight
chapter nine
chapter ten
chapter eleven
chapter twelve
Chapter thirteen
"Wow, I didn’t realise that a posh place like Roberto’s even did take-away!" Orlando exclaimed as he helped Sean to unpack assorted foil containers and cartons from the insulated carrying box. Sean had just arrived with their meal and after a brief but thorough kiss of ‘hello, I missed you’, they were busy in the kitchen sorting out the food.
"Actually, they usually don’t," Sean said, looking vaguely embarrassed as he began to serve out the various dishes onto the plates that Orlando had warmed in the oven. "It was…a bit of a special favour for me. I phoned Robby and asked him if he could sort something out."
Orlando’s eyes went wide. "You *really* must be a good customer, man!"
"Well, I helped Robby out a while ago and so he seems to think that I warrant some special treatment or something," Sean murmured. He looked adorably hesitant and Orlando couldn’t help but smile - Sean really didn’t realise how amazing he was at all.
"Oh, that smells awesome - I’m starving," Orlando enthused as the rich aroma of herbs and mouth-watering pasta sauce wafted over them. "What did you do? Save his granny from a burning building or what?" He giggled.
"Not exactly," Sean smiled, "it was his granddad."
"Wha-? You’re kidding me, aren’t you?" Orlando asked uncertainly, his hand wavering in mid-air on its journey to pilfer a piece of warm, buttery ciabatta.
"Yes, I’m kidding you, sweetheart!" Sean grinned as he pulled Orlando in for a hug. "It wasn’t anything as brave or glamorous, I’m afraid - just a business thing."
"Well, I wouldn’t be surprised," Orlando whispered dreamily, as he melted against Sean’s strong chest, his palms tracing firm muscles beneath soft black silk. "You are a hero, after all…my hero…."
"Hmmm? What was that?" Sean asked as he pressed his lips to Orlando’s neck.
"Oh, nothing," Orlando murmured, losing himself in the sensation of the tender kisses being scattered across his skin. "Just thinking out loud…." He arched his back a little as Sean nuzzled his ear and his breath became heavier as the exquisite sensations teasing his skin began to swamp all others. He moaned in protest as Sean slowly pulled away.
"Sorry, sweetheart - but the food’s getting cold and I know that you’re hungry."
As if on cue, Orlando’s stomach made a low rumbling gurgle that had both of them laughing.
"Okay, looks like you’re right," he grinned.
"Don’t worry," Sean smiled, sprinkling a few more butterfly kisses on Orlando’s neck before letting him go. "We’ll have plenty of time, *after* we’ve eaten…."
Pleased that he only blushed a little, Orlando nodded happily and led the way into the dining room.
~
The meal had tasted as wonderful as it smelt and the conversation whilst they’d eaten was light and easy going. But now the meal was over and Orlando was starting to feel nervous. He’d decided earlier in the day that he definitely wanted Sean to make love to him tonight - *fully* - he wanted to share his virginity and become one with the man that he loved. The amazing intimacy and sense of being loved so completely that he’d experienced the night before had left him feeling certain that this was the next step, the right thing to do. He didn’t want to wait any longer - he was ready to give himself to Sean now. He’d discussed the matter with Craig during the afternoon and his friend had been incredibly supportive as usual - talking to him about both the physical and emotional aspects of this kind of lovemaking, putting Orlando a little bit more at ease about the whole thing. It wasn’t like he didn’t know the gist of how it all worked or anything but it was much more overwhelming when he was about to try and put theory into practice. And now that the meal was over and it was just he and Sean…*alone* on the sofa, he was beginning to feel unsure. Not unsure of wanting to make love with Sean, but unsure of his own ability, all of the familiar insecurities weighing down upon him again, making him feel inept and scared that he’d somehow do something wrong and ruin everything, losing Sean because of his inexperience. He jumped slightly, startled when Sean rested an arm across his shoulders.
"Orli? Baby, are you okay?" Sean asked mildly, rubbing a hand soothingly against Orlando’s arm.
"I’m fine," Orlando nodded, with a nervous smile. "Do you want another glass of wine or a beer or something?" He asked, quickly rising from the sofa and standing awkwardly in front of Sean, biting at the skin of his thumb without thinking. "’Cus I can just go and get one or if there’s anything else -" Before he could finish rambling, a strong pair of arms encircled his waist and pulled him swiftly downwards.
"*Sean*?"
"Come here, sweetheart." The throaty rumble brushed across Orlando’s ear as he found himself sitting squarely in Sean’s lap, his legs sprawled across the rest of the sofa. "I’ve got everything I need right here."
Orlando laughed despite his worries as Sean smacked a resounding kiss to his cheek. He wriggled a little, getting more comfortable and blushed faintly when Sean groaned and he felt a growing bulge beneath him. Lacing his fingers behind Sean’s neck, he giggled shyly. "Mmm, okay - looks like you’ve got me then."
"Good," Sean growled with a wink, as he wrapped his arms possessively around Orlando. "Because you know that I’m never letting you go."
Orlando sighed happily as soft kisses gently feathered across his cheek and he opened his mouth in welcome when Sean’s lips touched his own. He whimpered as a warmly probing tongue laid claim to him - all of his senses alive with the feel and taste of Sean as the kiss deepened and Sean slid one muscular arm around his shoulders and held his waist firmly with the other. He couldn’t be sure how long they kissed, their tongues twisting around and around each other as they shared air - all Orlando knew was that he was with the man that he loved and it was the only place that he ever wanted to be.
Eventually the kiss became lighter and Orlando’s breath came in short, needy pants as Sean continued to bathe his face with the lightest of touches, soft lips gentle and barely there.
"I love you," Orlando whispered, suddenly finding his emotions raw and his voice cracking slightly. "Thank you - for, for being here…for being with me."
Green eyes brimming with light and passion ensnared him, as Sean pulled back a little and looked into Orlando’s face.
"Oh, baby - I’ll always be here for you," he said softly, gathering Orlando to rest more securely in his lap and pressing a kiss to his temple.
Orlando snuggled into Sean’s arms and sighed happily, his worries fading. This was perfect - being here with Sean, being *loved* by Sean - it was all that he’d ever dreamt of…he felt complete at last. He was sure that there was no reason to worry about the night ahead - Sean would look after him and guide him, just as he had since the moment that they’d met.
"Hey, you’re not going to sleep are you?"
Orlando lifted his head and looked into his boyfriend’s smiling face. "No, I was just thinking how lucky I am."
"Think that I’m the lucky one," Sean said, kissing Orlando’s ear and stroking the smooth skin of his neck. His fingers wandered lower and touched the silver rope chain pooled against Orlando’s chest. "Oh, this reminds me - I have something for you."
Shifting slightly, he took something from his pocket without dislodging Orlando from his lap. "I saw this and thought of you." He handed Orlando a small, green velvet drawstring bag.
Orlando sat up a little and smiled shyly. "Oh, wow…I, like, wow." Sean had got him a present? He was really touched and surprised, this was just so kind.
"You *can* look inside, you know."
Orlando blushed at Sean’s gentle laugh and dropped his head. "S-sorry, I mean, um…*thank you*." Looking up through dark lashes, he returned Sean’s warm smile as he pulled at the gold silk cords and opened the bag, tipping it forward until a small, shiny object dropped into his waiting palm.
It was a ring. Sean had bought him a ring and it was *beautiful*, a broad silver metal band with a sparkly inlay of pretty green glass. It was exquisite but also quite masculine in its design and cut.
"I hope you like it?" Sean sounded a little hesitant. "It’s just that I saw it and I know you like jewellery - I thought that you could wear it or put it with the others on your necklace, whatever you like. You mentioned that your charms were like little parts of your life and I was hoping that I could be…a part of your life."
Orlando stared at Sean, eyes wide and his lips forming a silent ‘oh’.
"I can take it back if you don’t like it, it’s not problem," Sean said quietly, his head dropping a little.
Reaching forward, Orlando placed his hand under Sean’s chin and lifted until he was looking into green eyes shining more brightly than the glass in the palm of his hand. "Oh, Sean - I *love* it. Thank you," he whispered against Sean’s lips, pressing a soft kiss to them before pulling away and slipping the ring onto the silver chain around his neck. "And I love *you*, so very much…."
Sean smiled and stroked Orlando’s cheek and neck, his fingers finally coming to rest on the ring now nestling snugly against Orlando’s chest. He looked into Orlando’s eyes and leant in slowly until his mouth was a whisper away from Orlando’s slightly parted lips. "I love you too, Orli…."
Sean closed the distance between them and claimed Orlando with a deep, consuming kiss that only grew in intensity. Sean’s tongue slipped easily into Orlando’s mouth and entwined with his, before retreating and coaxing it to follow into the sweet, hot cavern of Sean’s mouth. Orlando tentatively pushed inside and moaned as Sean sucked, the sensation shooting directly to his groin, his cock filling and pressing against the stubborn denim of his jeans.
The hand at his waist pulled him closer to Sean’s solid body and the other slid down his back before resting against his bottom, strong fingers stroking and rubbing his cheeks. Orlando groaned and twisted, trying to push his erection against the hard muscles of Sean’s stomach whilst threading his fingers in the short strands of blond nestling in the nape of Sean’s neck.
"Sean…." His voice was shaky and breathless, and his hands slipped onto strong shoulders as he felt Sean’s mouth pulling way from him.
"Sweetheart?" Sean murmured throatily against his lips, scattering quick, hot kisses across his cheek. "Would you like to move into the bedroom?"
Orlando’s breath left him in a rush as he tightened his hold on the broad shoulders and nodded quickly. "Oh, y-yes…yes, please…." Before he could move, he felt a muscular arm under his knees and another around his back, as Sean simply stood up, lifting and holding him in a secure embrace.
"*Sean*!"
"Hmmm?" Sean whispered, nuzzling a path to the sensitive skin behind Orlando’s ear and then sucking the lobe gently into his mouth.
"Just, just…um…what are you doing?"
"Shhh," Sean smiled as he moved smoothly towards the door. "Let an old man show off a little, eh?"
So Sean was carrying him…to the bedroom…. Orlando felt his eyes drift shut as he rested his cheek against the soft skin of Sean’s neck. Always the white knight…. Coherent thought became more difficult as warm breath tickled across his ear and turned his few remaining brain cells to mush.
"Not…old," he managed to mumble as they entered the bedroom and Sean gently lowered him down, keeping a steadying arm around his waist as he swayed slightly as his feet touched the floor.
"Okay, sweetheart?"
"Wonderful," Orlando whispered as Sean held him close and kissed him.
"Let’s get you undressed, shall we?" Sean said as he pulled back a little and began to slowly ease the tee shirt from Orlando’s body, warm fingers teasing his skin as they moved higher.
Orlando shuddered as electrifying touches danced across his nipples and then the shirt was gone and Sean replaced his questing hands with hot, open-mouthed kisses, bending down to suck each nipple in turn. Orlando moaned and reached weakly for the buttons of Sean’s shirt, his coordination faltering under the delicious assault to his senses. Gentle hands stilled him as Sean lifted his head and smiled. "That’s okay."
"But…I want, um, I n-need to see you." Sean had the most incredible body and he needed to see it - in all its shimmering, masculine beauty.
"I know, sweetheart," Sean’s voice was soothing and yet incendiary, a low, sexy rumble deep in his throat. "It’s all right, leave everything to me, okay?"
Orlando nodded and then groaned again as knowing lips returned to his skin. "Mmm, ‘kay…."
Eventually, through a haze of touches and sighs and deep, breathless kisses, Orlando found himself lying naked on the bed. His mind felt drugged with pleasure and every part of his body was alive as his skin sizzled with heat and want. Struggling to open passion-heavy eyes, he saw Sean standing with his back to the bed and taking off his briefs, sinful black cotton that clung to his perfectly muscled thighs and bottom like a second skin. He turned as he pushed them down and his hardened, red cock sprang free, painting his stomach with a swipe of shining fluid.
Orlando swallowed and stared, his eyes suddenly wide open - Sean really was every bit as beautiful and impressive as he’d remembered. His breath became short as he looked at the hard cock, glistening in the lamplight. Would such a big thing actually fit inside him? He really wanted to share this, give this to Sean but he began to panic, imagining trying to take something so huge into his body. Would he be able to? Surely something of such size would just split him open? And he’d fail, be unable to give this special gift to the man that he loved.
"Orli? Baby?" Sean’s voice was concerned and suddenly he was in bed beside him, holding him close and safe. "It’s okay, sweetheart. Slow down, baby and take a breath. Can you tell me what’s wrong?"
The soothing voice and caring hands stroking his shoulders and arms were like a balm and Orlando pressed himself to the golden body, gulping air and inhaling the warm, familiar aroma of the man who meant the world to him. "S-sorry, oh god, I’ve done it again. I’m such an idiot!" He’d let his imagination run away with him again and now Sean would think he was some kind of weirdo, freaking out every time they went to bed together. He tried to turn away.
"You’re not an idiot, sweetheart," Sean said simply, holding him firmly but tenderly. "You’re wonderful and you’re mine."
Orlando looked up, his heart racing. "Do you mean that? Am I really yours?"
"Yes." One soft, loving, incredibly important word that made everything all right.
"Then make me yours, please," Orlando whispered. "I want to - to do that, to *share* that with you. Please? Oh, Sean I love you so much." And he did, he loved Sean and he wanted him. He was still amazed that this incredible, charismatic, god of a man could even be interested in someone like him, but, unbelievably, he was - Sean loved him and wanted him too.
"Shhh, baby," Sean took Orlando’s mouth in a soft kiss. "Do you mean that you want to…?"
"*Yes*! I want us to, you know - m-make love. I want you…um, *inside* me…." His words faltered but in his soul he was certain, he really wanted to give Sean this - his virginity - to take Sean inside himself and share this most intimate of acts. Not to prove anything, not because he thought he ought to - just because he wanted to, this felt right.
"Are you sure, sweetheart? Because you know that I’d never push you." Sean’s voice was so kind, so compassionate and his eyes shone with love.
"I know and that’s part of it," Orlando burst out, hurrying to try to explain as his thoughts came tumbling out in a rush. "You never would - push, I mean - and that’s ‘cus you’re *you*. You’re just, like, so perfect and amazing and I can’t imagine ever finding anyone else like you - anyone else that I’d want to share this with. I know I’m still a, well, um, you know - a virgin and everything. And I don’t have any experience or really know what I’m doing or anything but, but…I just love you so much, Sean!"
Gentle fingers stroked his curls and tucked a stray strand behind his ear. "You know I love you too, baby," Sean said, serious eyes searching Orlando’s face. "And that we don’t *have* to do this but - if you’re really sure - then I’d love to make love to you."
Orlando sighed in relief as Sean kissed him. Sean loved him and wanted him - everything was going to be fine.
"I don’t want you to worry about anything, okay?" Sean whispered, his words scattered amongst hot kisses that left Orlando’s lips tingling with sensation. "We’ll go slowly and if there’s anything you’re unsure of, or don’t like, or *anything*, then just tell me. Okay, baby?"
Orlando nodded happily, surrendering to the ever-increasing intensity of Sean’s kisses. Strong arms held him and pulled him even closer and he gasped as the hot length of Sean’s cock pressed against his own, sending bursts of flame along every nerve. His whole body felt like it was burning out of control and only the touch of glistening golden skin prevented him from blowing away like ash in the wind.
"Sweetheart?" Sean licked the lobe of Orlando’s ear and eased back slightly to stroke at one quivering nipple. "Do you have what we need?"
Orlando’s brain was awash with pleasure and want and he struggled to think clearly as the wicked tongue teased the shell of his ear before painting hot kisses on his neck. "Um, w-what?"
"Lubrication? Condoms? Do you have anything, sweetheart?" Sean asked with a patient smile.
"Oh! Um, yeah," Orlando couldn’t believe that he was blushing again. "In the drawer of the, um, bedside table."
"Adorable," Sean whispered, kissing the soft skin of Orlando’s neck. "Don’t move," he added, as he rolled over and opened the drawer, before moving back and placing a small bottle and packet under the pillow. He drew Orlando back into his arms and kissed him slowly.
"Still okay, sweetheart?"
Orlando smiled and nodded shyly.
"Turn over then, baby." Sean’s voice was soft but Orlando felt shocked by the sudden command and his body tensed as his mind began to race in panic. That was it? Sean wanted him to turn over and they were just going to go for it? No more touches and kisses, just, just straight to the *sex*? Roll over and stick it in and…?
Suddenly, gentle hands were stroking his arms and back as he was gathered into a tight, comforting embrace.
"Calm down, baby," Sean whispered into Orlando’s curls, his voice soothing and apologetic. "I’m sorry - didn’t mean to scare you."
"N-no, I was just a bit surprised and…." Orlando trailed off awkwardly, unsure of what to say. He didn’t want to seem like some stupid scared kid or a tease who said he wanted sex and then didn’t. He just hadn’t expected everything to happen so quickly.
"Do you trust me, Orli?"
Orlando looked up, seeing the love and desire and care in Sean’s beautiful face. "Yes. I do - *really* - I’m just nervous."
"I know and it’s natural to feel like that," Sean pressed a kiss to Orlando’s brow. "But I’m going to take care of you, okay, baby? You’re so special to me and I’m going to make everything all right - make you feel good. Trust me, okay?"
Orlando smiled. "Okay." And it was - he did trust Sean, it was just his erratic, roller-coaster emotions that kept upsetting things.
"Good - and remember that I love you, baby."
"I love you too," Orlando whispered brushing a shy kiss across succulent lips.
Sean deepened the kiss for a moment before moving away and smiling reassuringly. "Can you turn over for me, baby?"
Orlando felt choked at the love radiating from shining green eyes and he nodded shyly. Everything was going to be all right - Sean had said so.
"Good boy."
Orlando flushed at the praise, ridiculously touched by the simple words, and he ducked his head as Sean helped him to roll over onto his stomach. Once settled, he pressed his face into the pillow and lay still, his body still a little tense. He *did* trust Sean but he felt so exposed, lying like this with his legs wide open. He jumped, startled when he felt a kiss pressed to his shoulder blade.
"Easy, baby." Sean’s voice was quiet but filled with warmth and Orlando felt himself relaxing as a path of delicate kisses fluttered across his back and then meandered down his spine, to be joined by gentle hands stroking his sides and arms. He felt the tension flowing from him and sighed blissfully as Sean moved to lie lower down on the bed, strong hands massaging his bottom and warm lips peppering kiss after kiss to his back.
"All right, sweetheart?" The words danced across his skin and Orlando felt his cock harden at the sensation. He managed to nod and his erect flesh pulsed as warm chuckles teased the sensitive skin of his bottom. "Good, we’re going nice and slow…no need to worry about anything."
The tender words were interspersed with kisses and Orlando sighed as Sean’s mouth gradually moved lower and the kisses began to cover the top and sides of his bottom.
"Perfect," Sean whispered against his skin, "so soft and smooth. You really are so very beautiful."
Orlando wriggled slightly, flushed with delight at the compliments and aroused by the way that Sean stroked and kissed his bottom. However, his head left the pillow and his eyes opened wide in shock, when he felt Sean part his cheeks and lap gently at his cleft.
"O-oh!" He couldn’t articulate beyond a wail as Sean carefully kissed and licked him, the feel of Sean’s warm tongue completely sublime. He’d just never even thought or imagined this happening - Craig had certainly never mentioned *this* during their little chat, that was for sure. His cock throbbed and his hips twitched uncontrollably as Sean murmured against his skin.
"Is this okay, baby?"
"U-um," Orlando struggled to find his voice. Okay? The feeling was so far beyond ‘okay’ that he couldn’t even begin to describe it, the incredible sensations and the *intimacy* were just breath-taking. "Y-yes…." He could feel the curve of Sean’s smile against his skin and then all rational thought left as Sean’s hot tongue teased at his most private of places and Orlando wailed helplessly in delight. The slick invader slowly pushed inside him and he could almost feel his quivering little boy-hole fluttering in ecstasy - the sensations were unbelievable, beyond anything that his passion-drunk brain could even begin to process. Over and over, Sean licked and teased, pressing his tongue deep inside and kissing and lapping at his over-stimulated hole.
Orlando couldn’t help but push against the firm mattress below him, the friction delicious on his aching cock, as Sean’s clever tongue treated him to an experience beyond any dream he could ever have wished for. His cock felt heavy, as if it were ready to burst and he tried to speak, desperate not to come too soon and ruin everything. This was amazing but he’d told Sean that he wanted him to make love to him and he meant it. He wanted to give Sean his virginity, to share in this ultimate form of lovemaking.
"S-Sean," his voice sounded rusty. "I’m going to c-come…sorry, don’t want to spoil…." He felt a final nerve shattering lick and kiss to his boy-hole before he was turned over and his cock was suddenly engulfed by moist, pulsating heat.
"No!" His agonised cry was in direct counterpoint to his traitorously thrusting hips, which were trying to push his cock deeper into the heaven of Sean’s mouth. "I’m s-sorry…." He tried desperately to hold back the burning rush of ecstasy bubbling up through his balls.
Sean pulled back and smiled encouragingly, soft blond hair trailing across the glistening tip of Orlando’s aching flesh like a million tiny kisses. "It’s okay, sweetheart - just relax. It’s all going to be okay - come for me, baby…."
As soon as Orlando felt the returning heat and the swirling touch of Sean’s mouth and tongue, he lost all control and came - his body jolted with spasms of pleasure as orgasm raced through him, overloading his senses and making him helpless to resist.
Sean swallowed him down and pressed tender kisses to his still sensitive cock before finally sliding up the bed and taking him into his arms.
"Are you all right?" Sean kissed Orlando’s temple and stroked his hair lightly.
Orlando struggled to open his eyes and focus, weak from coming and devastated that he’d ruined things again. "I’m sorry, Sean," he said in a small voice, dropping his head, mortified as he felt the hot, hard length of Sean’s unfulfilled erection lying against his thigh. "I’ve spoilt it, haven’t I?"
"Oh, baby," Sean murmured, scattering kisses across Orlando’s eyes, cheeks and lips. "You haven’t spoilt a thing - I wanted you to come, to help you relax." He nodded, as Orlando looked up. "We’ve only just started…."
"I, I thought I’d spoilt everything."
"As if you could." Sean squeezed Orlando gently and kissed him. "I want you to enjoy this and it’s best if you’re as relaxed as possible. If you’re tense then your body can seize up and that’s no good. I don’t ever want to hurt you, baby - I only want it to be good for you."
Orlando blushed and dropped his eyes as he felt himself on the verge of tears. What on earth had he done to deserve a man like this? Sean was just so kind, so perfect and so incredibly beautiful. He looked up shyly through dark lashes and saw the wide muscled expanse of his boyfriend’s tanned chest and hesitantly stroked his fingers along the strong arms holding him so tenderly.
"Sean?" Orlando’s voice was hushed.
"Yes, sweetheart?"
"Will you make love to me, please?"
Sean smiled slowly, the skin at the corner of his eyes crinkling in the way that made Orlando melt. "Forever, baby," he murmured and kissed him softly, warmth spreading through the press of their joined lips leaving Orlando light headed and reeling with the intensity of his feelings for this man. Love was too slight a word - Sean was *everything* to him.
Sean eased away to play gently with the curls lying at Orlando’s neck before settling him back to lie fully on the mattress. "Remember, you’re going to tell me if there’s anything that you don’t like?" He said reassuringly.
Orlando nodded.
"Can you bend your knees for me, sweetheart?" Sean asked, helping Orlando to open his legs a little and positioning his feet flat on the bed. Sean lay on his side with one arm around Orlando’s shoulders and the other resting on his chest. "I’m going to stretch you - make sure that you’re ready for me, make you feel good, all right?" He added as he reached across and retrieved the bottle of lubrication from under the pillow, breaking open the seal and squirting a little of the slippery fluid onto his fingers. He smiled as he rubbed his fingers together. "Just warming it up," he winked, making Orlando grin and relieving some of the inevitable anxiety that had begun to grow within him again.
Sean moved his hand lower and touched a single finger to Orlando’s hole, rubbing lightly and circling around it in a soothing motion. "Feel okay, baby?"
Orlando’s breath caught in anticipation, a little nervous but more than eager to feel Sean inside him again. The touch of Sean’s tongue had been amazing and he wanted more. "Oh, yes…more...please…."
"Slowly," Sean whispered, watching Orlando’s face carefully as he eased just the tip of his finger inside. "Still okay?"
Orlando nodded, he could feel Sean’s finger moving slowly inside him and he sighed as it gradually moved deeper, there was a slight feeling of fullness and something else - he couldn’t really describe it, it just felt ‘different’ but in a good way.
Sean kissed him. "You’re so tight, baby - does this feel all right?" He smiled as Orlando nodded again. "Good, I’m going to add another finger, okay? Just tell me if it hurts."
Orlando sighed and his eyes drifted shut as he felt Sean’s finger retreating from his body. He heard the slick sound of lubrication and then moaned as the finger returned with another, the feeling much fuller and more satisfying this time. He squirmed slightly as Sean moved his fingers deeper and opened them out, the action causing a stretch and heat in Orlando’s channel; there was an ache but a ‘good ache’ and he wanted more. No one had ever touched him this way, in fact he’d rarely even explored this part of his body himself - for some reason he’d been hesitant to experiment - and now he hungered for Sean’s touch, filling him deep inside.
"Sean…." It was more of a sigh than a word but Orlando felt his lover’s hand still the moment he spoke.
"Baby? Is everything okay?"
"Oh, yes, I just want you - I want you so much."
Sean seemed to sigh in relief and brushed a kiss to Orlando’s parted lips. "I know, sweetheart and I want you too…but you’re so tight and I don’t want to hurt you. Just trust me?"
Orlando forced his eyes open and gazed into the handsome face above him, lit with concern and love. "Always - I’ll always trust you."
Sean’s smile was beautiful and Orlando wished he could keep his eyes open but he was distracted by the fingers moving so deliciously within him. He felt them press more deeply and suddenly heat exploded inside him, an unbelievable wave of arousal and burning need sweeping through him and making him gasp out loud.
"Good, eh?" Sean murmured as he probed the spot again.
"A-amazing," Orlando stammered, his body alight with sensation as he clutched at Sean’s shoulders in reaction to the heat blossoming from the intimate caress.
"Ready for more?"
"Please…."
Orlando moaned as the fingers withdrew but this time three returned, making the burning stretch in his passage more intense. There was just an edge of discomfort, not quite bordering on pain, but this soon eased as the fingers moved and probed, stretching him slowly and carefully until he was panting and eager for more.
"Sean?"
"Soon, baby - just a little while longer." Sean kissed him and continued to move his fingers, making Orlando’s hips lift from the bed and his cock throb and leak without a single touch.
It seemed that they lay like this for hours, with Sean frequently removing his fingers to quickly apply more lubrication and then easing them back inside Orlando’s body, probing carefully past the tight ring of muscle and deep into the heat within. Orlando moaned helplessly as wave after wave of pleasure assaulted his senses and he clung to Sean, powerful muscles flexing beneath his palms as Sean worked his body expertly. Finally, when his moans had turned to sobs of want, Orlando groaned as Sean removed his fingers and gathered him in for a long, deep kiss.
"You’re so beautiful…I want you so much. Are you ready, baby?" The voice was gentle and Orlando was amazed at his lover’s restraint as he felt the hot length of his erection pressed against him.
"Y-yes," Orlando sighed, aching to feel Sean inside him, making him his own.
"Can you turn onto your side for me, sweetheart?" Sean asked, helping Orlando to lie on his side and pushing his top leg forward to rest on the mattress. "Good boy, that’s it. It’ll be easier this way, the first time…."
Orlando flushed a little as he realised that in this position his buttocks were parted and his boy-hole lay exposed, open to Sean’s gaze and touch. It was ridiculous to get embarrassed now, especially considering the way that he’d been writhing on Sean’s tongue and fingers but he felt his face redden and turned to press his cheek to the cool cotton of the pillow. He just felt so wanton, lying here open and waiting to be filled.
"Orli? Baby?" Sean spooned in close behind him and Orlando gasped as he felt the hard cock against his cleft. "Are you okay? Remember, you only have to say and we can stop…." Sean added, nuzzling gently at Orlando’s neck.
The simple tenderness of Sean’s words and actions overwhelmed Orlando and his emotions swamped him - he loved Sean and wanted this so very much.
"No, I’m fine. Really - I want this, please?"
Sean kissed his cheek and then eased back a little. "As long as you’re sure…. We’ll take it slow."
Orlando heard a wrapper open and the rustle of latex on flesh before the bottle opened once more and he heard the wet sound of slick fluid accompanied by a low sigh. Then Sean’s slippery fingers were at his hole once more and he felt more lube circled around and pressed deep inside him. After a few moments, the fingers were gone and he felt the blunt, hard heat of Sean’s cock resting against him as Sean moved to lie flush against his back. His leg was gently pushed farther forward and Sean carefully positioned his cock against Orlando’s hole.
"I love you, baby," Sean murmured, his lips resting against Orlando’s ear. "Are you ready?"
Orlando’s heart began to race and he was glad when Sean moved his free arm to lie under his waist, entwining their fingers together and squeezing comfortingly. Hardly able to hear past the blood rushing through his ears, Orlando nodded and mumbled, "Y-yes." He felt Sean guide his cock forward and begin to slowly push inside.
"Open for me, baby."
Orlando gasped and squeezed his eyes shut. It *hurt* - Sean’s cock was enormous, so much bigger than his fingers, and he could feel the huge girth of it like a hot iron threatening to split him open. He felt his own erection soften and he panicked as his body tried to clench shut and Sean began to withdraw. No, he was ruining everything and he’d lose Sean! And he really wanted this; it was just that it hurt so much…but he wanted this, he really did.
"No, p-please," Orlando cried in despair, holding onto Sean’s hand. "Don’t leave me." He could feel tears leaking from beneath his tightly closed lids.
Sean stilled and pressed his face to the soft skin of Orlando’s neck, whispering soothingly in his ear. "It’s okay, baby. I’m not going anywhere. You just need to take a nice big breath for me, okay? Do you think that you can do that? Come on, baby - breathe."
Struggling to relax, Orlando did as he was told and took a deep breath, letting it out slowly.
"That’s it! Good boy - and another."
The next was easier and gradually Orlando found his muscles releasing their death lock and his body unclenching, as Sean gently encouraged him to breathe and relax. Light kisses scattered across his cheek, wiping away his tears, and a soothing hand rubbed calming circles on his stomach as Sean continued his quiet litany.
"There we go - that’s it, sweetheart. That’s it. Nice big breaths…in and out. Don’t cry, baby."
As his breathing evened out, Orlando realised that he could feel Sean’s hard cock still seated motionless within him and that the pain was gone, just a feeling of tremendous fullness and rapidly growing pleasure remaining. He sighed happily and hesitantly tilted his hips, crying out as the hot length within him grazed his prostate and stars swam before his eyes.
Sean groaned, a deep, guttural sound laced with sex and need. Orlando couldn’t believe the patience and restraint of the man - waiting for him whilst obviously hard and wanting the entire time; he really was perfect.
"Sean?"
"Better now, sweetheart?" Sean whispered, his hand moving lower to stroke Orlando’s rapidly hardening cock. "Do you want more?"
"Oh, yes…."Orlando’s words trailed off into a low hiss of desire as Sean pushed forward, his movements achingly slow until he finally sank the rest of his cock into Orlando’s welcoming body. "O-oh, *Sean*…."
"You’ve got me, sweetheart, all of me."
Orlando couldn’t even begin to describe the feelings rushing through him. He’d never dreamt, never knew that anything could be like this. Sean was finally his, all of him - held inside his heart and now inside his body too.
"I can feel you filling me up, Sean," Orlando gasped, his voice rough with awe and passion. "Oh, god - you feel so good. Move, please?"
"Oh, Orli…baby." Sean slowly drew his hips back and then moved smoothly forward, his hard length sliding in and hitting the sweet spot within Orlando’s body, making him cry out in pleasure.
"Sean!"
"It’s okay, baby…let me love you," Sean moaned, his voice breathless as he pumped his cock slowly in and out of Orlando’s trembling body. "I love you, baby - you’re mine…."
Orlando’s breath failed and he clutched at Sean’s hand in his, desperately trying to communicate all of his love and helpless desire. He’d never felt such pleasure, such mind-altering ecstasy before. Last night had been phenomenal but nothing could compare to this - the feeling of being so totally possessed and loved and at one with another person, with *Sean*. He could feel Sean’s movements speeding up and he relished all of the tightly leashed strength and force of the man making love so sweetly to him. There was such power in Sean and yet he treated Orlando with so much care and love, bringing him more joy and passion than he’d ever thought possible.
Sean was stimulating his prostate with every sure stroke now and Orlando could feel a fire burning deep within his body, the flames of desire flicking ever farther outwards and consuming all in their path. Sean’s hand on his cock began to speed up, exquisite friction perfectly attuned to the rhythm of the hard flesh moving so smoothly inside him.
Orlando groaned. "Sean, oh, oh god - I’m so close." Sean’s hand squeezed him more firmly and he felt the movement within his channel speed up, as Sean’s hips pressed snugly against his cheeks with every brain melting thrust.
"Perfection," Sean murmured, his voice cracking, "absolute perfection. Come for me, baby - let me feel you."
Pushing back to meet Sean, Orlando cried out incoherently as Sean’s cock buried itself even deeper inside him, triggering a flash-fire of ecstasy that tore through his body and charred every nerve with flame.
"S-Sean…."
He had never known such intensity as his body tensed and his climax exploded, arcs of pearly fluid shooting from him. A split second later, as his body shuddered in the aftershocks of pleasure, he felt Sean arch behind him and hold him even closer as his hips pumped forward and he cried out his own release.
They lay there for a few moments, both panting harshly from the ferocity of their completion until Sean hugged Orlando to him.
"Are you all right, my baby?" His voice was hoarse but tender and filled with concern.
Orlando sighed dreamily and snuggled back into Sean’s embrace. "I’m perfect…wonderful…amazing, thank you."
Sean kissed his ear and then carefully pulled away, his softening cock slipping free of Orlando’s body and leaving him with a strange sense of loss.
"Don’t go!" He suddenly felt empty without Sean inside him.
"I just need to sort this out before it gets uncomfortable for you," Sean said, as he grabbed a handful of tissues and gently wiped Orlando’s bottom clean before disposing of the condom in the bin beside the bed.
Orlando blushed and rolled over, snuggling into Sean’s waiting arms. "Thank you - that was just so incredible, I can’t even begin to say what it meant to me - how it felt."
"But I made you cry…I hurt you, didn’t I?" Sean’s voice was tinged with sadness. "I know I did at first and I’m so sorry…I never want to see you cry, baby. I know how important this was to you and I’m honoured that you would want to share this with me. I just wanted it to be perfect - you are *so* special to me, sweetheart."
"No," Orlando whispered against his lover’s lips. "Please don’t be sorry - you’ve just given me the most amazing experience of my life…thank you. I couldn’t have wished for anything more, or for anyone else to share this with." And it was true - he’d waited a long time for this and had built it up into an incredibly important and special thing and he hadn’t been disappointed. In fact, Sean had exceeded any expectations that he’d had and had made him feel so cherished, so *precious* - he knew now that he would love Sean forever, there could never be anyone else in his eyes.
Sean smiled drowsily and kissed him. "As long as you’re okay - I love you, baby."
"I love you too, Sean - so very much."
Sean settled them down, pulling the duvet up and wrapping his arms firmly around Orlando.
Orlando touched the ring that Sean had given him, as it lay against his chest, the metal was warm from the shared heat of their entwined bodies and the green glass twinkled brightly in the lamplight. "Thank you for this," he murmured, almost asleep, "and for tonight…for loving me…for *everything*…."
Sean reached over and turned off the light.
"Thank you, baby," he whispered, pressing a soft kiss to Orlando’s temple.
~~
Continued here...
by
Bluespirit
Fandom: LotR RPS
Pairing: SB/OB
Rating: NC-17 overall
Warning: An alternate universe romance.
Summary: Love really is the sweetest thing.
Disclaimer: The following story is a work of fiction. The author is not making any claims as to the real life sexualities or preferences of the people portrayed here. This is purely for entertainment, not profit.
Archive: Green Opals, related mailing list & fic community archives.
Notes:
1. Heartfelt thanks to my amazing beta
xanthefic. I simply couldn't have done this without her. Of course, any mistakes are most certainly my own. (g)2. Kind feedback is very welcome, thank you.
The story so far:~
chapter one
chapter two
chapter three
chapter four
chapter five
chapter six
chapter seven
chapter eight
chapter nine
chapter ten
chapter eleven
chapter twelve
Chapter thirteen
"Wow, I didn’t realise that a posh place like Roberto’s even did take-away!" Orlando exclaimed as he helped Sean to unpack assorted foil containers and cartons from the insulated carrying box. Sean had just arrived with their meal and after a brief but thorough kiss of ‘hello, I missed you’, they were busy in the kitchen sorting out the food.
"Actually, they usually don’t," Sean said, looking vaguely embarrassed as he began to serve out the various dishes onto the plates that Orlando had warmed in the oven. "It was…a bit of a special favour for me. I phoned Robby and asked him if he could sort something out."
Orlando’s eyes went wide. "You *really* must be a good customer, man!"
"Well, I helped Robby out a while ago and so he seems to think that I warrant some special treatment or something," Sean murmured. He looked adorably hesitant and Orlando couldn’t help but smile - Sean really didn’t realise how amazing he was at all.
"Oh, that smells awesome - I’m starving," Orlando enthused as the rich aroma of herbs and mouth-watering pasta sauce wafted over them. "What did you do? Save his granny from a burning building or what?" He giggled.
"Not exactly," Sean smiled, "it was his granddad."
"Wha-? You’re kidding me, aren’t you?" Orlando asked uncertainly, his hand wavering in mid-air on its journey to pilfer a piece of warm, buttery ciabatta.
"Yes, I’m kidding you, sweetheart!" Sean grinned as he pulled Orlando in for a hug. "It wasn’t anything as brave or glamorous, I’m afraid - just a business thing."
"Well, I wouldn’t be surprised," Orlando whispered dreamily, as he melted against Sean’s strong chest, his palms tracing firm muscles beneath soft black silk. "You are a hero, after all…my hero…."
"Hmmm? What was that?" Sean asked as he pressed his lips to Orlando’s neck.
"Oh, nothing," Orlando murmured, losing himself in the sensation of the tender kisses being scattered across his skin. "Just thinking out loud…." He arched his back a little as Sean nuzzled his ear and his breath became heavier as the exquisite sensations teasing his skin began to swamp all others. He moaned in protest as Sean slowly pulled away.
"Sorry, sweetheart - but the food’s getting cold and I know that you’re hungry."
As if on cue, Orlando’s stomach made a low rumbling gurgle that had both of them laughing.
"Okay, looks like you’re right," he grinned.
"Don’t worry," Sean smiled, sprinkling a few more butterfly kisses on Orlando’s neck before letting him go. "We’ll have plenty of time, *after* we’ve eaten…."
Pleased that he only blushed a little, Orlando nodded happily and led the way into the dining room.
~
The meal had tasted as wonderful as it smelt and the conversation whilst they’d eaten was light and easy going. But now the meal was over and Orlando was starting to feel nervous. He’d decided earlier in the day that he definitely wanted Sean to make love to him tonight - *fully* - he wanted to share his virginity and become one with the man that he loved. The amazing intimacy and sense of being loved so completely that he’d experienced the night before had left him feeling certain that this was the next step, the right thing to do. He didn’t want to wait any longer - he was ready to give himself to Sean now. He’d discussed the matter with Craig during the afternoon and his friend had been incredibly supportive as usual - talking to him about both the physical and emotional aspects of this kind of lovemaking, putting Orlando a little bit more at ease about the whole thing. It wasn’t like he didn’t know the gist of how it all worked or anything but it was much more overwhelming when he was about to try and put theory into practice. And now that the meal was over and it was just he and Sean…*alone* on the sofa, he was beginning to feel unsure. Not unsure of wanting to make love with Sean, but unsure of his own ability, all of the familiar insecurities weighing down upon him again, making him feel inept and scared that he’d somehow do something wrong and ruin everything, losing Sean because of his inexperience. He jumped slightly, startled when Sean rested an arm across his shoulders.
"Orli? Baby, are you okay?" Sean asked mildly, rubbing a hand soothingly against Orlando’s arm.
"I’m fine," Orlando nodded, with a nervous smile. "Do you want another glass of wine or a beer or something?" He asked, quickly rising from the sofa and standing awkwardly in front of Sean, biting at the skin of his thumb without thinking. "’Cus I can just go and get one or if there’s anything else -" Before he could finish rambling, a strong pair of arms encircled his waist and pulled him swiftly downwards.
"*Sean*?"
"Come here, sweetheart." The throaty rumble brushed across Orlando’s ear as he found himself sitting squarely in Sean’s lap, his legs sprawled across the rest of the sofa. "I’ve got everything I need right here."
Orlando laughed despite his worries as Sean smacked a resounding kiss to his cheek. He wriggled a little, getting more comfortable and blushed faintly when Sean groaned and he felt a growing bulge beneath him. Lacing his fingers behind Sean’s neck, he giggled shyly. "Mmm, okay - looks like you’ve got me then."
"Good," Sean growled with a wink, as he wrapped his arms possessively around Orlando. "Because you know that I’m never letting you go."
Orlando sighed happily as soft kisses gently feathered across his cheek and he opened his mouth in welcome when Sean’s lips touched his own. He whimpered as a warmly probing tongue laid claim to him - all of his senses alive with the feel and taste of Sean as the kiss deepened and Sean slid one muscular arm around his shoulders and held his waist firmly with the other. He couldn’t be sure how long they kissed, their tongues twisting around and around each other as they shared air - all Orlando knew was that he was with the man that he loved and it was the only place that he ever wanted to be.
Eventually the kiss became lighter and Orlando’s breath came in short, needy pants as Sean continued to bathe his face with the lightest of touches, soft lips gentle and barely there.
"I love you," Orlando whispered, suddenly finding his emotions raw and his voice cracking slightly. "Thank you - for, for being here…for being with me."
Green eyes brimming with light and passion ensnared him, as Sean pulled back a little and looked into Orlando’s face.
"Oh, baby - I’ll always be here for you," he said softly, gathering Orlando to rest more securely in his lap and pressing a kiss to his temple.
Orlando snuggled into Sean’s arms and sighed happily, his worries fading. This was perfect - being here with Sean, being *loved* by Sean - it was all that he’d ever dreamt of…he felt complete at last. He was sure that there was no reason to worry about the night ahead - Sean would look after him and guide him, just as he had since the moment that they’d met.
"Hey, you’re not going to sleep are you?"
Orlando lifted his head and looked into his boyfriend’s smiling face. "No, I was just thinking how lucky I am."
"Think that I’m the lucky one," Sean said, kissing Orlando’s ear and stroking the smooth skin of his neck. His fingers wandered lower and touched the silver rope chain pooled against Orlando’s chest. "Oh, this reminds me - I have something for you."
Shifting slightly, he took something from his pocket without dislodging Orlando from his lap. "I saw this and thought of you." He handed Orlando a small, green velvet drawstring bag.
Orlando sat up a little and smiled shyly. "Oh, wow…I, like, wow." Sean had got him a present? He was really touched and surprised, this was just so kind.
"You *can* look inside, you know."
Orlando blushed at Sean’s gentle laugh and dropped his head. "S-sorry, I mean, um…*thank you*." Looking up through dark lashes, he returned Sean’s warm smile as he pulled at the gold silk cords and opened the bag, tipping it forward until a small, shiny object dropped into his waiting palm.
It was a ring. Sean had bought him a ring and it was *beautiful*, a broad silver metal band with a sparkly inlay of pretty green glass. It was exquisite but also quite masculine in its design and cut.
"I hope you like it?" Sean sounded a little hesitant. "It’s just that I saw it and I know you like jewellery - I thought that you could wear it or put it with the others on your necklace, whatever you like. You mentioned that your charms were like little parts of your life and I was hoping that I could be…a part of your life."
Orlando stared at Sean, eyes wide and his lips forming a silent ‘oh’.
"I can take it back if you don’t like it, it’s not problem," Sean said quietly, his head dropping a little.
Reaching forward, Orlando placed his hand under Sean’s chin and lifted until he was looking into green eyes shining more brightly than the glass in the palm of his hand. "Oh, Sean - I *love* it. Thank you," he whispered against Sean’s lips, pressing a soft kiss to them before pulling away and slipping the ring onto the silver chain around his neck. "And I love *you*, so very much…."
Sean smiled and stroked Orlando’s cheek and neck, his fingers finally coming to rest on the ring now nestling snugly against Orlando’s chest. He looked into Orlando’s eyes and leant in slowly until his mouth was a whisper away from Orlando’s slightly parted lips. "I love you too, Orli…."
Sean closed the distance between them and claimed Orlando with a deep, consuming kiss that only grew in intensity. Sean’s tongue slipped easily into Orlando’s mouth and entwined with his, before retreating and coaxing it to follow into the sweet, hot cavern of Sean’s mouth. Orlando tentatively pushed inside and moaned as Sean sucked, the sensation shooting directly to his groin, his cock filling and pressing against the stubborn denim of his jeans.
The hand at his waist pulled him closer to Sean’s solid body and the other slid down his back before resting against his bottom, strong fingers stroking and rubbing his cheeks. Orlando groaned and twisted, trying to push his erection against the hard muscles of Sean’s stomach whilst threading his fingers in the short strands of blond nestling in the nape of Sean’s neck.
"Sean…." His voice was shaky and breathless, and his hands slipped onto strong shoulders as he felt Sean’s mouth pulling way from him.
"Sweetheart?" Sean murmured throatily against his lips, scattering quick, hot kisses across his cheek. "Would you like to move into the bedroom?"
Orlando’s breath left him in a rush as he tightened his hold on the broad shoulders and nodded quickly. "Oh, y-yes…yes, please…." Before he could move, he felt a muscular arm under his knees and another around his back, as Sean simply stood up, lifting and holding him in a secure embrace.
"*Sean*!"
"Hmmm?" Sean whispered, nuzzling a path to the sensitive skin behind Orlando’s ear and then sucking the lobe gently into his mouth.
"Just, just…um…what are you doing?"
"Shhh," Sean smiled as he moved smoothly towards the door. "Let an old man show off a little, eh?"
So Sean was carrying him…to the bedroom…. Orlando felt his eyes drift shut as he rested his cheek against the soft skin of Sean’s neck. Always the white knight…. Coherent thought became more difficult as warm breath tickled across his ear and turned his few remaining brain cells to mush.
"Not…old," he managed to mumble as they entered the bedroom and Sean gently lowered him down, keeping a steadying arm around his waist as he swayed slightly as his feet touched the floor.
"Okay, sweetheart?"
"Wonderful," Orlando whispered as Sean held him close and kissed him.
"Let’s get you undressed, shall we?" Sean said as he pulled back a little and began to slowly ease the tee shirt from Orlando’s body, warm fingers teasing his skin as they moved higher.
Orlando shuddered as electrifying touches danced across his nipples and then the shirt was gone and Sean replaced his questing hands with hot, open-mouthed kisses, bending down to suck each nipple in turn. Orlando moaned and reached weakly for the buttons of Sean’s shirt, his coordination faltering under the delicious assault to his senses. Gentle hands stilled him as Sean lifted his head and smiled. "That’s okay."
"But…I want, um, I n-need to see you." Sean had the most incredible body and he needed to see it - in all its shimmering, masculine beauty.
"I know, sweetheart," Sean’s voice was soothing and yet incendiary, a low, sexy rumble deep in his throat. "It’s all right, leave everything to me, okay?"
Orlando nodded and then groaned again as knowing lips returned to his skin. "Mmm, ‘kay…."
Eventually, through a haze of touches and sighs and deep, breathless kisses, Orlando found himself lying naked on the bed. His mind felt drugged with pleasure and every part of his body was alive as his skin sizzled with heat and want. Struggling to open passion-heavy eyes, he saw Sean standing with his back to the bed and taking off his briefs, sinful black cotton that clung to his perfectly muscled thighs and bottom like a second skin. He turned as he pushed them down and his hardened, red cock sprang free, painting his stomach with a swipe of shining fluid.
Orlando swallowed and stared, his eyes suddenly wide open - Sean really was every bit as beautiful and impressive as he’d remembered. His breath became short as he looked at the hard cock, glistening in the lamplight. Would such a big thing actually fit inside him? He really wanted to share this, give this to Sean but he began to panic, imagining trying to take something so huge into his body. Would he be able to? Surely something of such size would just split him open? And he’d fail, be unable to give this special gift to the man that he loved.
"Orli? Baby?" Sean’s voice was concerned and suddenly he was in bed beside him, holding him close and safe. "It’s okay, sweetheart. Slow down, baby and take a breath. Can you tell me what’s wrong?"
The soothing voice and caring hands stroking his shoulders and arms were like a balm and Orlando pressed himself to the golden body, gulping air and inhaling the warm, familiar aroma of the man who meant the world to him. "S-sorry, oh god, I’ve done it again. I’m such an idiot!" He’d let his imagination run away with him again and now Sean would think he was some kind of weirdo, freaking out every time they went to bed together. He tried to turn away.
"You’re not an idiot, sweetheart," Sean said simply, holding him firmly but tenderly. "You’re wonderful and you’re mine."
Orlando looked up, his heart racing. "Do you mean that? Am I really yours?"
"Yes." One soft, loving, incredibly important word that made everything all right.
"Then make me yours, please," Orlando whispered. "I want to - to do that, to *share* that with you. Please? Oh, Sean I love you so much." And he did, he loved Sean and he wanted him. He was still amazed that this incredible, charismatic, god of a man could even be interested in someone like him, but, unbelievably, he was - Sean loved him and wanted him too.
"Shhh, baby," Sean took Orlando’s mouth in a soft kiss. "Do you mean that you want to…?"
"*Yes*! I want us to, you know - m-make love. I want you…um, *inside* me…." His words faltered but in his soul he was certain, he really wanted to give Sean this - his virginity - to take Sean inside himself and share this most intimate of acts. Not to prove anything, not because he thought he ought to - just because he wanted to, this felt right.
"Are you sure, sweetheart? Because you know that I’d never push you." Sean’s voice was so kind, so compassionate and his eyes shone with love.
"I know and that’s part of it," Orlando burst out, hurrying to try to explain as his thoughts came tumbling out in a rush. "You never would - push, I mean - and that’s ‘cus you’re *you*. You’re just, like, so perfect and amazing and I can’t imagine ever finding anyone else like you - anyone else that I’d want to share this with. I know I’m still a, well, um, you know - a virgin and everything. And I don’t have any experience or really know what I’m doing or anything but, but…I just love you so much, Sean!"
Gentle fingers stroked his curls and tucked a stray strand behind his ear. "You know I love you too, baby," Sean said, serious eyes searching Orlando’s face. "And that we don’t *have* to do this but - if you’re really sure - then I’d love to make love to you."
Orlando sighed in relief as Sean kissed him. Sean loved him and wanted him - everything was going to be fine.
"I don’t want you to worry about anything, okay?" Sean whispered, his words scattered amongst hot kisses that left Orlando’s lips tingling with sensation. "We’ll go slowly and if there’s anything you’re unsure of, or don’t like, or *anything*, then just tell me. Okay, baby?"
Orlando nodded happily, surrendering to the ever-increasing intensity of Sean’s kisses. Strong arms held him and pulled him even closer and he gasped as the hot length of Sean’s cock pressed against his own, sending bursts of flame along every nerve. His whole body felt like it was burning out of control and only the touch of glistening golden skin prevented him from blowing away like ash in the wind.
"Sweetheart?" Sean licked the lobe of Orlando’s ear and eased back slightly to stroke at one quivering nipple. "Do you have what we need?"
Orlando’s brain was awash with pleasure and want and he struggled to think clearly as the wicked tongue teased the shell of his ear before painting hot kisses on his neck. "Um, w-what?"
"Lubrication? Condoms? Do you have anything, sweetheart?" Sean asked with a patient smile.
"Oh! Um, yeah," Orlando couldn’t believe that he was blushing again. "In the drawer of the, um, bedside table."
"Adorable," Sean whispered, kissing the soft skin of Orlando’s neck. "Don’t move," he added, as he rolled over and opened the drawer, before moving back and placing a small bottle and packet under the pillow. He drew Orlando back into his arms and kissed him slowly.
"Still okay, sweetheart?"
Orlando smiled and nodded shyly.
"Turn over then, baby." Sean’s voice was soft but Orlando felt shocked by the sudden command and his body tensed as his mind began to race in panic. That was it? Sean wanted him to turn over and they were just going to go for it? No more touches and kisses, just, just straight to the *sex*? Roll over and stick it in and…?
Suddenly, gentle hands were stroking his arms and back as he was gathered into a tight, comforting embrace.
"Calm down, baby," Sean whispered into Orlando’s curls, his voice soothing and apologetic. "I’m sorry - didn’t mean to scare you."
"N-no, I was just a bit surprised and…." Orlando trailed off awkwardly, unsure of what to say. He didn’t want to seem like some stupid scared kid or a tease who said he wanted sex and then didn’t. He just hadn’t expected everything to happen so quickly.
"Do you trust me, Orli?"
Orlando looked up, seeing the love and desire and care in Sean’s beautiful face. "Yes. I do - *really* - I’m just nervous."
"I know and it’s natural to feel like that," Sean pressed a kiss to Orlando’s brow. "But I’m going to take care of you, okay, baby? You’re so special to me and I’m going to make everything all right - make you feel good. Trust me, okay?"
Orlando smiled. "Okay." And it was - he did trust Sean, it was just his erratic, roller-coaster emotions that kept upsetting things.
"Good - and remember that I love you, baby."
"I love you too," Orlando whispered brushing a shy kiss across succulent lips.
Sean deepened the kiss for a moment before moving away and smiling reassuringly. "Can you turn over for me, baby?"
Orlando felt choked at the love radiating from shining green eyes and he nodded shyly. Everything was going to be all right - Sean had said so.
"Good boy."
Orlando flushed at the praise, ridiculously touched by the simple words, and he ducked his head as Sean helped him to roll over onto his stomach. Once settled, he pressed his face into the pillow and lay still, his body still a little tense. He *did* trust Sean but he felt so exposed, lying like this with his legs wide open. He jumped, startled when he felt a kiss pressed to his shoulder blade.
"Easy, baby." Sean’s voice was quiet but filled with warmth and Orlando felt himself relaxing as a path of delicate kisses fluttered across his back and then meandered down his spine, to be joined by gentle hands stroking his sides and arms. He felt the tension flowing from him and sighed blissfully as Sean moved to lie lower down on the bed, strong hands massaging his bottom and warm lips peppering kiss after kiss to his back.
"All right, sweetheart?" The words danced across his skin and Orlando felt his cock harden at the sensation. He managed to nod and his erect flesh pulsed as warm chuckles teased the sensitive skin of his bottom. "Good, we’re going nice and slow…no need to worry about anything."
The tender words were interspersed with kisses and Orlando sighed as Sean’s mouth gradually moved lower and the kisses began to cover the top and sides of his bottom.
"Perfect," Sean whispered against his skin, "so soft and smooth. You really are so very beautiful."
Orlando wriggled slightly, flushed with delight at the compliments and aroused by the way that Sean stroked and kissed his bottom. However, his head left the pillow and his eyes opened wide in shock, when he felt Sean part his cheeks and lap gently at his cleft.
"O-oh!" He couldn’t articulate beyond a wail as Sean carefully kissed and licked him, the feel of Sean’s warm tongue completely sublime. He’d just never even thought or imagined this happening - Craig had certainly never mentioned *this* during their little chat, that was for sure. His cock throbbed and his hips twitched uncontrollably as Sean murmured against his skin.
"Is this okay, baby?"
"U-um," Orlando struggled to find his voice. Okay? The feeling was so far beyond ‘okay’ that he couldn’t even begin to describe it, the incredible sensations and the *intimacy* were just breath-taking. "Y-yes…." He could feel the curve of Sean’s smile against his skin and then all rational thought left as Sean’s hot tongue teased at his most private of places and Orlando wailed helplessly in delight. The slick invader slowly pushed inside him and he could almost feel his quivering little boy-hole fluttering in ecstasy - the sensations were unbelievable, beyond anything that his passion-drunk brain could even begin to process. Over and over, Sean licked and teased, pressing his tongue deep inside and kissing and lapping at his over-stimulated hole.
Orlando couldn’t help but push against the firm mattress below him, the friction delicious on his aching cock, as Sean’s clever tongue treated him to an experience beyond any dream he could ever have wished for. His cock felt heavy, as if it were ready to burst and he tried to speak, desperate not to come too soon and ruin everything. This was amazing but he’d told Sean that he wanted him to make love to him and he meant it. He wanted to give Sean his virginity, to share in this ultimate form of lovemaking.
"S-Sean," his voice sounded rusty. "I’m going to c-come…sorry, don’t want to spoil…." He felt a final nerve shattering lick and kiss to his boy-hole before he was turned over and his cock was suddenly engulfed by moist, pulsating heat.
"No!" His agonised cry was in direct counterpoint to his traitorously thrusting hips, which were trying to push his cock deeper into the heaven of Sean’s mouth. "I’m s-sorry…." He tried desperately to hold back the burning rush of ecstasy bubbling up through his balls.
Sean pulled back and smiled encouragingly, soft blond hair trailing across the glistening tip of Orlando’s aching flesh like a million tiny kisses. "It’s okay, sweetheart - just relax. It’s all going to be okay - come for me, baby…."
As soon as Orlando felt the returning heat and the swirling touch of Sean’s mouth and tongue, he lost all control and came - his body jolted with spasms of pleasure as orgasm raced through him, overloading his senses and making him helpless to resist.
Sean swallowed him down and pressed tender kisses to his still sensitive cock before finally sliding up the bed and taking him into his arms.
"Are you all right?" Sean kissed Orlando’s temple and stroked his hair lightly.
Orlando struggled to open his eyes and focus, weak from coming and devastated that he’d ruined things again. "I’m sorry, Sean," he said in a small voice, dropping his head, mortified as he felt the hot, hard length of Sean’s unfulfilled erection lying against his thigh. "I’ve spoilt it, haven’t I?"
"Oh, baby," Sean murmured, scattering kisses across Orlando’s eyes, cheeks and lips. "You haven’t spoilt a thing - I wanted you to come, to help you relax." He nodded, as Orlando looked up. "We’ve only just started…."
"I, I thought I’d spoilt everything."
"As if you could." Sean squeezed Orlando gently and kissed him. "I want you to enjoy this and it’s best if you’re as relaxed as possible. If you’re tense then your body can seize up and that’s no good. I don’t ever want to hurt you, baby - I only want it to be good for you."
Orlando blushed and dropped his eyes as he felt himself on the verge of tears. What on earth had he done to deserve a man like this? Sean was just so kind, so perfect and so incredibly beautiful. He looked up shyly through dark lashes and saw the wide muscled expanse of his boyfriend’s tanned chest and hesitantly stroked his fingers along the strong arms holding him so tenderly.
"Sean?" Orlando’s voice was hushed.
"Yes, sweetheart?"
"Will you make love to me, please?"
Sean smiled slowly, the skin at the corner of his eyes crinkling in the way that made Orlando melt. "Forever, baby," he murmured and kissed him softly, warmth spreading through the press of their joined lips leaving Orlando light headed and reeling with the intensity of his feelings for this man. Love was too slight a word - Sean was *everything* to him.
Sean eased away to play gently with the curls lying at Orlando’s neck before settling him back to lie fully on the mattress. "Remember, you’re going to tell me if there’s anything that you don’t like?" He said reassuringly.
Orlando nodded.
"Can you bend your knees for me, sweetheart?" Sean asked, helping Orlando to open his legs a little and positioning his feet flat on the bed. Sean lay on his side with one arm around Orlando’s shoulders and the other resting on his chest. "I’m going to stretch you - make sure that you’re ready for me, make you feel good, all right?" He added as he reached across and retrieved the bottle of lubrication from under the pillow, breaking open the seal and squirting a little of the slippery fluid onto his fingers. He smiled as he rubbed his fingers together. "Just warming it up," he winked, making Orlando grin and relieving some of the inevitable anxiety that had begun to grow within him again.
Sean moved his hand lower and touched a single finger to Orlando’s hole, rubbing lightly and circling around it in a soothing motion. "Feel okay, baby?"
Orlando’s breath caught in anticipation, a little nervous but more than eager to feel Sean inside him again. The touch of Sean’s tongue had been amazing and he wanted more. "Oh, yes…more...please…."
"Slowly," Sean whispered, watching Orlando’s face carefully as he eased just the tip of his finger inside. "Still okay?"
Orlando nodded, he could feel Sean’s finger moving slowly inside him and he sighed as it gradually moved deeper, there was a slight feeling of fullness and something else - he couldn’t really describe it, it just felt ‘different’ but in a good way.
Sean kissed him. "You’re so tight, baby - does this feel all right?" He smiled as Orlando nodded again. "Good, I’m going to add another finger, okay? Just tell me if it hurts."
Orlando sighed and his eyes drifted shut as he felt Sean’s finger retreating from his body. He heard the slick sound of lubrication and then moaned as the finger returned with another, the feeling much fuller and more satisfying this time. He squirmed slightly as Sean moved his fingers deeper and opened them out, the action causing a stretch and heat in Orlando’s channel; there was an ache but a ‘good ache’ and he wanted more. No one had ever touched him this way, in fact he’d rarely even explored this part of his body himself - for some reason he’d been hesitant to experiment - and now he hungered for Sean’s touch, filling him deep inside.
"Sean…." It was more of a sigh than a word but Orlando felt his lover’s hand still the moment he spoke.
"Baby? Is everything okay?"
"Oh, yes, I just want you - I want you so much."
Sean seemed to sigh in relief and brushed a kiss to Orlando’s parted lips. "I know, sweetheart and I want you too…but you’re so tight and I don’t want to hurt you. Just trust me?"
Orlando forced his eyes open and gazed into the handsome face above him, lit with concern and love. "Always - I’ll always trust you."
Sean’s smile was beautiful and Orlando wished he could keep his eyes open but he was distracted by the fingers moving so deliciously within him. He felt them press more deeply and suddenly heat exploded inside him, an unbelievable wave of arousal and burning need sweeping through him and making him gasp out loud.
"Good, eh?" Sean murmured as he probed the spot again.
"A-amazing," Orlando stammered, his body alight with sensation as he clutched at Sean’s shoulders in reaction to the heat blossoming from the intimate caress.
"Ready for more?"
"Please…."
Orlando moaned as the fingers withdrew but this time three returned, making the burning stretch in his passage more intense. There was just an edge of discomfort, not quite bordering on pain, but this soon eased as the fingers moved and probed, stretching him slowly and carefully until he was panting and eager for more.
"Sean?"
"Soon, baby - just a little while longer." Sean kissed him and continued to move his fingers, making Orlando’s hips lift from the bed and his cock throb and leak without a single touch.
It seemed that they lay like this for hours, with Sean frequently removing his fingers to quickly apply more lubrication and then easing them back inside Orlando’s body, probing carefully past the tight ring of muscle and deep into the heat within. Orlando moaned helplessly as wave after wave of pleasure assaulted his senses and he clung to Sean, powerful muscles flexing beneath his palms as Sean worked his body expertly. Finally, when his moans had turned to sobs of want, Orlando groaned as Sean removed his fingers and gathered him in for a long, deep kiss.
"You’re so beautiful…I want you so much. Are you ready, baby?" The voice was gentle and Orlando was amazed at his lover’s restraint as he felt the hot length of his erection pressed against him.
"Y-yes," Orlando sighed, aching to feel Sean inside him, making him his own.
"Can you turn onto your side for me, sweetheart?" Sean asked, helping Orlando to lie on his side and pushing his top leg forward to rest on the mattress. "Good boy, that’s it. It’ll be easier this way, the first time…."
Orlando flushed a little as he realised that in this position his buttocks were parted and his boy-hole lay exposed, open to Sean’s gaze and touch. It was ridiculous to get embarrassed now, especially considering the way that he’d been writhing on Sean’s tongue and fingers but he felt his face redden and turned to press his cheek to the cool cotton of the pillow. He just felt so wanton, lying here open and waiting to be filled.
"Orli? Baby?" Sean spooned in close behind him and Orlando gasped as he felt the hard cock against his cleft. "Are you okay? Remember, you only have to say and we can stop…." Sean added, nuzzling gently at Orlando’s neck.
The simple tenderness of Sean’s words and actions overwhelmed Orlando and his emotions swamped him - he loved Sean and wanted this so very much.
"No, I’m fine. Really - I want this, please?"
Sean kissed his cheek and then eased back a little. "As long as you’re sure…. We’ll take it slow."
Orlando heard a wrapper open and the rustle of latex on flesh before the bottle opened once more and he heard the wet sound of slick fluid accompanied by a low sigh. Then Sean’s slippery fingers were at his hole once more and he felt more lube circled around and pressed deep inside him. After a few moments, the fingers were gone and he felt the blunt, hard heat of Sean’s cock resting against him as Sean moved to lie flush against his back. His leg was gently pushed farther forward and Sean carefully positioned his cock against Orlando’s hole.
"I love you, baby," Sean murmured, his lips resting against Orlando’s ear. "Are you ready?"
Orlando’s heart began to race and he was glad when Sean moved his free arm to lie under his waist, entwining their fingers together and squeezing comfortingly. Hardly able to hear past the blood rushing through his ears, Orlando nodded and mumbled, "Y-yes." He felt Sean guide his cock forward and begin to slowly push inside.
"Open for me, baby."
Orlando gasped and squeezed his eyes shut. It *hurt* - Sean’s cock was enormous, so much bigger than his fingers, and he could feel the huge girth of it like a hot iron threatening to split him open. He felt his own erection soften and he panicked as his body tried to clench shut and Sean began to withdraw. No, he was ruining everything and he’d lose Sean! And he really wanted this; it was just that it hurt so much…but he wanted this, he really did.
"No, p-please," Orlando cried in despair, holding onto Sean’s hand. "Don’t leave me." He could feel tears leaking from beneath his tightly closed lids.
Sean stilled and pressed his face to the soft skin of Orlando’s neck, whispering soothingly in his ear. "It’s okay, baby. I’m not going anywhere. You just need to take a nice big breath for me, okay? Do you think that you can do that? Come on, baby - breathe."
Struggling to relax, Orlando did as he was told and took a deep breath, letting it out slowly.
"That’s it! Good boy - and another."
The next was easier and gradually Orlando found his muscles releasing their death lock and his body unclenching, as Sean gently encouraged him to breathe and relax. Light kisses scattered across his cheek, wiping away his tears, and a soothing hand rubbed calming circles on his stomach as Sean continued his quiet litany.
"There we go - that’s it, sweetheart. That’s it. Nice big breaths…in and out. Don’t cry, baby."
As his breathing evened out, Orlando realised that he could feel Sean’s hard cock still seated motionless within him and that the pain was gone, just a feeling of tremendous fullness and rapidly growing pleasure remaining. He sighed happily and hesitantly tilted his hips, crying out as the hot length within him grazed his prostate and stars swam before his eyes.
Sean groaned, a deep, guttural sound laced with sex and need. Orlando couldn’t believe the patience and restraint of the man - waiting for him whilst obviously hard and wanting the entire time; he really was perfect.
"Sean?"
"Better now, sweetheart?" Sean whispered, his hand moving lower to stroke Orlando’s rapidly hardening cock. "Do you want more?"
"Oh, yes…."Orlando’s words trailed off into a low hiss of desire as Sean pushed forward, his movements achingly slow until he finally sank the rest of his cock into Orlando’s welcoming body. "O-oh, *Sean*…."
"You’ve got me, sweetheart, all of me."
Orlando couldn’t even begin to describe the feelings rushing through him. He’d never dreamt, never knew that anything could be like this. Sean was finally his, all of him - held inside his heart and now inside his body too.
"I can feel you filling me up, Sean," Orlando gasped, his voice rough with awe and passion. "Oh, god - you feel so good. Move, please?"
"Oh, Orli…baby." Sean slowly drew his hips back and then moved smoothly forward, his hard length sliding in and hitting the sweet spot within Orlando’s body, making him cry out in pleasure.
"Sean!"
"It’s okay, baby…let me love you," Sean moaned, his voice breathless as he pumped his cock slowly in and out of Orlando’s trembling body. "I love you, baby - you’re mine…."
Orlando’s breath failed and he clutched at Sean’s hand in his, desperately trying to communicate all of his love and helpless desire. He’d never felt such pleasure, such mind-altering ecstasy before. Last night had been phenomenal but nothing could compare to this - the feeling of being so totally possessed and loved and at one with another person, with *Sean*. He could feel Sean’s movements speeding up and he relished all of the tightly leashed strength and force of the man making love so sweetly to him. There was such power in Sean and yet he treated Orlando with so much care and love, bringing him more joy and passion than he’d ever thought possible.
Sean was stimulating his prostate with every sure stroke now and Orlando could feel a fire burning deep within his body, the flames of desire flicking ever farther outwards and consuming all in their path. Sean’s hand on his cock began to speed up, exquisite friction perfectly attuned to the rhythm of the hard flesh moving so smoothly inside him.
Orlando groaned. "Sean, oh, oh god - I’m so close." Sean’s hand squeezed him more firmly and he felt the movement within his channel speed up, as Sean’s hips pressed snugly against his cheeks with every brain melting thrust.
"Perfection," Sean murmured, his voice cracking, "absolute perfection. Come for me, baby - let me feel you."
Pushing back to meet Sean, Orlando cried out incoherently as Sean’s cock buried itself even deeper inside him, triggering a flash-fire of ecstasy that tore through his body and charred every nerve with flame.
"S-Sean…."
He had never known such intensity as his body tensed and his climax exploded, arcs of pearly fluid shooting from him. A split second later, as his body shuddered in the aftershocks of pleasure, he felt Sean arch behind him and hold him even closer as his hips pumped forward and he cried out his own release.
They lay there for a few moments, both panting harshly from the ferocity of their completion until Sean hugged Orlando to him.
"Are you all right, my baby?" His voice was hoarse but tender and filled with concern.
Orlando sighed dreamily and snuggled back into Sean’s embrace. "I’m perfect…wonderful…amazing, thank you."
Sean kissed his ear and then carefully pulled away, his softening cock slipping free of Orlando’s body and leaving him with a strange sense of loss.
"Don’t go!" He suddenly felt empty without Sean inside him.
"I just need to sort this out before it gets uncomfortable for you," Sean said, as he grabbed a handful of tissues and gently wiped Orlando’s bottom clean before disposing of the condom in the bin beside the bed.
Orlando blushed and rolled over, snuggling into Sean’s waiting arms. "Thank you - that was just so incredible, I can’t even begin to say what it meant to me - how it felt."
"But I made you cry…I hurt you, didn’t I?" Sean’s voice was tinged with sadness. "I know I did at first and I’m so sorry…I never want to see you cry, baby. I know how important this was to you and I’m honoured that you would want to share this with me. I just wanted it to be perfect - you are *so* special to me, sweetheart."
"No," Orlando whispered against his lover’s lips. "Please don’t be sorry - you’ve just given me the most amazing experience of my life…thank you. I couldn’t have wished for anything more, or for anyone else to share this with." And it was true - he’d waited a long time for this and had built it up into an incredibly important and special thing and he hadn’t been disappointed. In fact, Sean had exceeded any expectations that he’d had and had made him feel so cherished, so *precious* - he knew now that he would love Sean forever, there could never be anyone else in his eyes.
Sean smiled drowsily and kissed him. "As long as you’re okay - I love you, baby."
"I love you too, Sean - so very much."
Sean settled them down, pulling the duvet up and wrapping his arms firmly around Orlando.
Orlando touched the ring that Sean had given him, as it lay against his chest, the metal was warm from the shared heat of their entwined bodies and the green glass twinkled brightly in the lamplight. "Thank you for this," he murmured, almost asleep, "and for tonight…for loving me…for *everything*…."
Sean reached over and turned off the light.
"Thank you, baby," he whispered, pressing a soft kiss to Orlando’s temple.
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